work call me back February 27, 2007

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Tonight feel difficult time. Lisa no change the memory the walk, all same.

Agent phone me say the film the shoot begin the next day. I say cannot, agent saying must do maybe career die no do. Director say Yumi don’t working he the next times I staying Tokyo.

I talkng Rodney, he the minder he the called, say must go the shoot. He take care Lisa ok. So I going the shoot of film. Must be go maybe all the week little more maybe.

Maybe cannot the write so many time I go. Please forgive I write little the week. Missing the friend so long go the shoot. Heart of me fly the home of friend stay.

I write the reply after return the shooting. So sorry friend need the wait long maybe little.

Now sleeping the morning sunshine bring many work must doing.

Love all the friend. Kiss also hug all beautiful friend.

Ayumi

Yumi awaking also February 26, 2007

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Lisa same today. She talking many thing but memory no work. People they from Lisa company visiting many time she cannot know they from. Lisa cannot the walking maybe after. She read hard her doing. Cannot understand writing the business. Maybe after.

I think many thing the long night time. Say to me many thing inside the head. Yumi no the people cry. I say me “Yumi, stopping the cry be the strong womans no be stupid. Lisa will better. All people having some bad the life. The next day be Yumi, no weeping afraid little girl.”

Morning come this day Yumi walk out the hospital do many thing like doing. I old home look many thing. Look Lisa photo play Yumi. I play Yumi climb mountain feeling good climb many peak the mountain. Cannot walking take the resting.

Shopping, talk many people the phone. Visit new house no climb mountain new house, save Lisa.

Hospital after better feeling see Lisa different look. Yumi no cry more time. Strong now Lisa seeing strong Yumi help.

I love song think Lisa February 25, 2007

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I memory this Lisa favourite song. Sound Lisa talking me little bit. Make crying stupid Yumi listen sad song.

She singer Missy Higgins come Australia. Song call it The Sound of White

Like a freeze-dried rose, you will never be,
What you were, what you were to me in memory.
But if I listen to the dark,
You’ll embrace me like a star,
Envelope me, envelope me…
If things get real for me down here,
Promise to take me to before you went away -
If only for a day.
If things get real for me down here,
Promise to take me back to the tune
We played before you went away.

And if I listen to, the sound of white,
Sometimes I hear your smile, and breath your light.
Yeah if I listen to, the sound of white ..
You’re my mystery. One mystery. My mystery. One mystery.

My silence solidifies,
Until that hollow void erases you,
Erases you so I can’t feel at all.
But if I never feel again, at least that nothingness
Will end the painful dream, of you and me…
If things get real for me down here, promise to take me to
Before you went away, if only for a day.
If things get real for me down here, promise to take me back to
The tune we played before you went away.

And if I listen to, the sound of white
Sometimes I hear your smile, and breath your light.
Yeah if I listen to, the sound of white
Sometimes I hear your smile, and breath your light.
And if I listen to, the sound of white.

I knelt before some strangers face,
I’d never have the courage or belief to trust this place,
But I dropped my head, ‘cos it felt like lead,
And I’m sure I felt your fingers through my hair…

And if I listen to, the sound of white sometimes
I hear your smile, and breathe your light.
Yeah if I listen to, the sound of white.
The sound of white,
The sound of white,
The sound of white.

Lisa awaking – good bad also February 25, 2007

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Lisa wake now. She didn’t memory me now. She smile me some time like the strange people, not knowing Yumi. Doctor say some time it the normal thing happen. He don’t knowing many day, little day this thing.

Lisa cannot walking still the bed she need staying many day. Back of she hurt the kick doctor say. Leg may weak fall down. She try the walk fall down bump the head. Lisa mouth move the sound didn’t come out. Doctor say the hitting maybe damage talk cannot. See after talk. She cry the pain many piece the body of her. Many medicine doctor giving. Yumi cry cannot talking Lisa, she didn’t know Yumi also cannot have the eye free the tear.

Good news also. New house the worker finish. I looking careful all piece must perfect Lisa me. Good work he do. Music all work all place in house. I Lisa slipper and slipper belong me by door so heart travel to that place the couple house.

So many time Yumi say thank you all the friend. Heart break and cry many time, friend to writing message like talk in ear of me in night time. Some cry the happy so many kind friend say Lisa me also.

maybe soon February 23, 2007

Today I see Lisa eye the first time many day. Early now she do not say the word. Do not knowing the head ok thinking the old thing. Maybe soon know this thing.

No matter the head ok no ok, Yumi can take Lisa in the arm hold tight the love of me.

Soon maybe we the new home, we the shoe together by door.

Thank use the picture belong sympathy the flickr. So beautiful all the picture there.

Lisa open eye, close eye February 23, 2007

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Friday, 23rd February – afternoon – Lisa open the eye little bit I return the lunch. Cannot smiling me so many tube but look me. I make little cry, Lisa also eye little tear. She close eye after minute, sleep now.

Thank you all beautiful wish. I write so many answer.

Love

Ayumi

Squeeze hand so happy February 21, 2007

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Wednesday 21st February – morning – I the smile so big today. In morning I talking Lisa always same. She squeeze hand little bit. Little bit also turn head my talking. Doctor no the smile but he say good thing happening this.

Maybe now she on the road walking me. Maybe soon she open the eye see me. Cannot wait she smile me.

Want also say thank you so many message write wish Lisa better. Maybe cannot write all back you but I say thank you. Yumi heart full all time now.

My Lisa still no awaking. Soon maybe.

Lisa – little improve February 20, 2007

Lisa little better today. Middle day heart stopping one time. Doctor see say expect little bit. I ask he write.

This he write. “Lisa is in a critical but quite stable condition. Due to stresses on her body from multiple site traumas she is working fulltime to effect repairs. Intermittent heart failures are not as serious as could be as they are stoppages rather than seizures. Effective monitoring and prompt action is obviating serious damage from oxygen starvation to the brain, and attendant functional failures. As Lisa remains unconscious it is difficult to provide a full prognosis however, physically the prognosis is good for a full or close to full recovery. Scans of the brain suggest normal or close to normal function in all regions has been maintained but any proper reassessment will only be possible once the patient is conscious. Once essential internals repairs are affected Lisa should, it is hoped, return to a fully conscious state. It is not possible to predict when this may take place.”

I hoping doctor correct Lisa return me soon. I write this all blog so sorry hard write always new thing for read.

Today same – test more February 20, 2007

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Tuesday 20th February – morning – no change but Lisa no die in night time.

I sleep little bit, write thing Lisa show here. So sorry so bad write but Yumi must say.

Spring soon come

Flower pink and small

Life new come sweet and fresh

On the face love

In the heart love

I give the pretty blossom you

Wake and give the pretty blossom me

Lisa report – Monday 19th February 19, 2007

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Lisa no awake many hour. Last night she die one times, doctor make living say ok no more die maybe. Yumi cry many time, eye all time wet, no sleeping sit Lisa, hand hold in dark. Hospital make bed me by Lisa bed stay hospital all time.

My Lisa so many tube the machine breath sounding the robot the cartoon.

Wish she open the eye smile me one time. Heart feel the pain, the head is go around like the bird in summer typhoon. Eat yes ok, sleep little bit. I don’t leaving here.

So sorry the write so bad.

Company will official thing say today. They writing more good of me.

Ayumi